“When you let go, you are truly free.”
Last night I had an incredibly vivid dream about a poisonous person who was once in my life. I won’t go into great detail other than the person at the end was shown for who they were and I stood strong and proud and told them to get the fuck out of our lives.
You won’t see me swear often. That is quite literally what I told the person.
I honestly believe that the dream was my subconscious finally letting go of that person. The person has had a death grip on me. Fear, anxiety, self-doubt – all those types of emotions grew and nested within me while that person was a part of my life.
I can’t really explain it, but I feel better today. I feel as though I have had some kind of release. It’s wonderful. The downside of such vivid dreams is the after effects – I am exhausted. I have a feeling that today will be a long day due to this.
It’s ok. I can deal.
Christina Perri – Jar of Hearts (Favourite line, “You’re going to catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul.”)