Let downs and pick me ups

“Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it!” ― Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Yesterday, I was supposed to pick up my girlie and my boy…only my boy came home. My girlie decided to stay a few more days with her dad. I keep telling myself that this is ok. I have never, and to date have never told them they couldn’t go or couldn’t stay. I did last night though.

I miss my girlie. I want her home. BUT I also feel extremely selfish feeling like this. I actually sobbed when I was alone with the baby in the car. My chest hurt. I was so wounded by her telling me this. I need to let it go. She’s 15, he’s not well, it’s OK. I’m so used to them being home. She stayed and will be there until Sunday.

That was the let down.

The pick me ups – all the songs I have been listening to all day long. I popped on my ear buds and have been working listening to mostly happy tunes. Music is like magic, it works so well on me.

Now it’s time to work on my dreams, and see where they lead me.

Katy Perry – Dark Horse Ft. Juicy J.

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About NB Gwen

I'm me, I work, I play, I'm a bit unique - but I guess that's all in perspective
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