“If you’re reading this…
Congratulations, you’re alive.
If that’s not something to smile about,
then I don’t know what is.”
Chad Sugg, Monsters Under Your Head

I’m not complaining…really really not. I feel very ALIVE today.

Is that weird? I haven’t felt this way in – well – YEARS. Literally. I feel like a fog is slowly lifting. I’m almost afraid to talk about it…I honestly can’t remember the last time I felt this way.

It’s bizarre, amazing, creatively refreshing!

I am DAYDREAMING!!! Is that not AWESOME! Seriously, I stopped daydreaming for a long, long time. It’s a part of me. Or it was, then it wasn’t, and now there it is! I don’t know if it was the MS or depression or anxiety or just plain fucked up mental health but it’s lifting and I’m not going to complain or question it – I’m going to embrace that mother fucking bitch like death sucking on a soul.

That was weird, wasn’t it…

Here’s a picture of an adorably fluffy kitten to brighten your day –


Edwin – Alive